Addenda: apology and assurance of sanity

Twelve miles later, and after a hot chocolate, a burrito, some pasta, and a pumpkin frozen yogurt from the place across the street, after Mass Romantic, Shine A Light, Funeral, Surfer Rosa, Doolittle, Folker, Turn On The Bright Lights, snippets of Nashville Skyline and Louder Than Bombs, and The Score, i'm feeling calmer and less hysterical, if still sad and frustrated about being lonely and not knowing what the fuck i'm doing here. I feel like a jackass several times over and to those who deserve apologies, i apologize once again. As for me, well, I'll think i will be ok, however hard getting to okayness will be.



But i think that ending the blog or subjecting it to a lengthy hiatus is still something i need to do. The voice with which i am writing here isn't one i like very much, and i have to figure out how to deal with that. Peace.